Today was the worst day EVER since I went to university. I just spent the entire day studying. I mean, not even writing stuff and doing exercises, just trying to learn stuff. From the moment I woke up - about 10:30 A.M - til now. The reason is that I have a macroeconomics test tomorrow. It's my first test at university (except the before-term weird math test, for which we don't even have the grades yet lol), and I'm too goddamn scared. With math, macroeconomics is the subject with the highest coefficient (it counts twice as much as the other subjects). The good thing is that besides the end of semester test, we will have two macro tests, and only one in the other subjects. (well that's only in theory... because our stupid English teacher keeps giving us pop quizzes all over the place... yuck!) It means that if I fail this one I can make it up by getting really good grade on the other one. But I CAN'T fail this one. If I fail this one I'll die. Because when I fail a test, it becomes really hard for me to get a good grade on the next test, even if I work super hard. Because that's just too a much pressure. OMG I'm so scared!
Currently listening to: Anastacia, One More Chance
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